Believe! Believe! Believe! Hope! Hope! Hope! Love! Love! Love!
Faith invites God to plant miracles in the soil of our life.
Hope nourishes and nurtures them.
Love sustains them.
Holy Spirit Freedom
In my prayer time yesterday, I was called to re-read words written during a day of retreat more 2 years ago. (I include them below.) When I receive words such as these when I pray, I take them very much to heart. They are like water pouring into a dry well. They accomplish many things within me. They comfort, enlighten, explain, guide, strengthen, reveal. The words I share with you today fall into this category. Although I received them in September 2005, they are fresh, they bless and call forth.
“Let it begin with me.”
In order for my prayers to be answered, to “restore what the locusts had eaten” in the community of our family, I needed to begin with the only person I am called to change, me. I needed to offer my heart with no holds barred and no strings attached. I was challenged to enter places deep within my heart that had never seen the light of day and which I had learned to protect from being exposed throughout my whole life.
The time “to come clean” had arrived, my moment of Truth. No room for cowards here. The loneliness, desolation and despair, dressed up in designer fashion and fine jewelry, bottled up by spirits of darkness and decay and fed by addiction to behaviors that starve and leave you bereft were being revealed for what they were. The only way that my damaged core was going to get healed was to remove the veil of secrecy that kept it from being seen, bring it into the light of day, and offer my broken and battered true self to the One who became Broken and Batterd for me on the Cross.
Reverse the curse—don’t rehearse it!
If I wanted things to change, I needed to take ownership and responsibility for my actions. I needed to acknowledge what had really happened in my lifetime, not default into the universe of denial. I needed Courage and lots of it. The only place to find this Courage was beyond personal obstacles and architected horizons . The past 12 years of my life have been the most challenging of my life and the most fruitful. They called me to step out of the comfort zone and to give up the ghost. Our family is on its way to becoming a community (in the true sense of the word) of people growing in love for one another. No matter what! Alleluia!
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December 27, 2005
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A member of the Christ the King retreat team described these wrods as “the prophecy we received through Mary Denise in September, 2005… a call to community. “Friday, September 23, 2005
Today the Lord calls us to come together to join our hearts so they will form one heart, like the solitary heart of our dear Blessed Mother when the angel Gabriel was sent to her by God, the Father. Her heart lived for God alone. Our hearts were created to do the same. Just like 2000 years ago, we children of God, Our Father, are being asked to receive the Second Person of the Blessed Trinity, the very Word and Image of the Father, into our individual hearts and then submit to merging our hearts to form a seamless womb in which His Mystical Body can continue to be formed and delivered through our thoughts words and actions.
In the past, our prayer time and ministry with each other was personal, individual, illuminating, and healing. Our time together called forth many of our Charismatic gifts and were a source of great blessing. We came together collectively to minister to each other individually. My sense is that the Lord is asking us to offer our “single” hearts to become ONE with His heart and one with each other. It is this Union of hearts that He will fill to overflowing with Himself. Each of us will receive simultaneously the full portion for which our individual hearts hunger. We all will be changed in as many different ways as there are different hearts and souls among us, as well as differences that exist within us.
Today we are being asked to TRUST Him. He invites us to surrender our desires, expectations, wants, wills and memories of all that happened in the PAST. He calls us to co-create with Him today, and to live in the present. He promises that we will not be disappointed. In fact, we will experience the dance of a lifetime and fall head over heels in love with Him like never before. We will experience His union with us to our depths which will be broad and expansive because of our MANY hearts becoming ONE. We will all share in what happens to each one of us though the power of the Holy Spirit.
1/27/2007 It’s like the ongoing miracles of the Multiplication of the loaves and fishes and the Marriage Feast of Cana all at the same time. He provides for our needs and changes our human spirits into consecrated wine.
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